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“我觉得他确有可取之处,但对他并无太多了解。他去年刚刚退伍,至今还未满一年。没记错的话,他是从印度回来的。他本可闯出点名堂的,好像是哪位高官的勤务兵,后来职位得到擢升。许多军人都有这样的经历。但他们难以从中受益,一旦退伍返乡,就只能各归各位。”康妮两眼盯着克利福德,陷入沉思。她看得出,丈夫对有机会平步青云的下等人极端抵触,也深知这是贵族阶层的通病。
"But don't you think there is something special about him?" she asked.
“可是,难道你不觉得他有些异乎寻常吗?”她问。
"Frankly, no! Nothing I had noticed." He looked at her curiously, uneasily, half-suspiciously. And she felt he wasn't telling her the real truth; he wasn't telling himself the real truth, that was it. He disliked any suggestion of a really exceptional human being. People must be more or less at his level, or below it.
“说实话,一点也没有!我没注意有什么特别的。”他不解地看着她,显得心意烦乱,将信将疑。她感觉丈夫没有吐露实情,他压根没对自己说实话,这才是根本原因。他讨厌承认有什么人是超凡脱俗的。他只能接受别人与自己难分伯仲,或者仅是瞠乎其后。
Connie felt again the tightness, niggardliness of the men of her generation. They were so tight, so scared of life!
康妮再次体验到这一代男性的鼠肚鸡肠,心胸狭隘。他们的气量如此狭小,对生活如此充满畏惧!